I am
no longer sure how long I have been in this town. It may
be day 30 but it could also be day four. Chupa Chup withdrawl is
doing strange things too my mind.
Found myself
pacing in front of the door to Master's room last night
muttering his name over and over. Decided to take the
risk and crept into Master's room. Silicone Sally nowhere
to be found, gatefully.
Master moaned in
his sleep and I stood transfixed as he writhed under his
sheets. The top sheet fell back and revealed his chest. I
gasped. He had no shirt on and I watched the play of his
sinewy muscles under his skin as he tossed and turned.
I leaned in over
him ready to get in another head lick. Another? I vaguely
remember licking him before and then being led
downstairs. Was there a sling involved? And a tub of
crisco? I almost think it is the Chupa Chup deprivation
making me hallucinate then I feel the welts on my firm
muscled behind.
I am leaning
transfixed over Master and he turns in his sleep. He
moans and I tremble. He calls out Fruity's name! NO! I
run from the room in tears.
Back in my own
room under a cold shower I give into temptation and
suckle on a Chupa Chup. I pledge ten extra minutes on the
stair master to make up for my weakness.
Master must be
mine. Not just for one night of discipline but forever. I
will not stop till Master is mine body and soul. Fruity
will have to be dealt with.
I will make fruity
my love slave then abandon him. He does have such lovely
lips. Master will recognize the sex god that is Enrique!
Master will be mine yet!
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